Archive for June 26th, 2007

Tired, so tired

Tuesday, June 26th, 2007

Sounds like the title of an Elliott Smith song, eh? Maybe it is and I’m a thief. Oh, well.

Just wrapped up a huge gig and I am worn out. Even with doing some serious sleeping, I’m worn out. I need a week under a coastal sun, gritty sand between my toes, squawking of gulls overhead, the beating of sun on my body and the steady rhythm of the ocean.

Remind me to tell you some time about the ocean. The ocean was my nanny. Something like that.

I’m more in the middle of the country than I’ve ever been and it’s not bad but it’s still weird. I grew up near a coast then lived the life of a city girl. This midway stuff is just plain odd. But it’s not bad.

Disappointed in the outcome of the gig, btw, but not completely because I’ve come out of the situation with some new ideas and knowledge. Insight. These are key ingredients to a good -and busy- life. I am hoping that things go my way (MY WAY!) so that I can implement some of these ideas and plans and such. I keep having this sensation, an odd feeling that I am on the brink of doing something really incredible (valuable, useful, innovative and groovy, even) - but I must be given the space and time. I want what is not yet mine to have. Damn, that’s annoying.

So the tired girl goes to bed. Sleeps…

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